yee.. kami akui kami kambeng!

sEMAlam c.wan dh blik..
nyna dh ke indon..
adda plak blum blik sni lgik..
hhmm.. tggal la kami bertiga.. aku, yat n ana.

dh smalam dh la ktorang tdo lmbat..
bdun bkali gnda lewat..
bgun2 jek aku twos online..
pastu ana cuci baju.. pastu diapon online gak..
tgk2 yat pon bru bgon.. mam krepek..pastu die pon
online jgak,,.. hampeh sume online.. ;p

skrang dah pkul dakt2 pkul 4ptg dah..
korang nk tau x ape rahsia kami...??
jeng2,,,.. kami blum mndi2 lAgi.. yee!!
ntah2 kitorg twos mndi mlm kot..hahhah
seharian x mndi2 lgi weihh! pecah recod kambeng tuh..
walau pape pun... kami berasa bangga sekali!!
huuhuhu (busookkk r......) bak kte c.wan la..

papai~~~ xoxo... mmuaah! ciuman busuk,..

chocolate wrapper

I took out the white box from my closet. At first I sit beside my bed, not knowing what actually I’m doing with that box. It just a plain white box with my name written on top of it. It been years since the last time I opened it, maybe because I’m too afraid to remember the past that hidden inside it.

“What are you doing sis? Hey, isn’t that…..” I looked up to my sister face; she looked confused with my action. I know what she is trying to say but I just let it go quietly.

“Are you going to open it?” I shook my head as answer for her question. Yes, I’m going to open the box in front of my sister. She never knew what exactly stored in it; I kept it as a secret from the beginning.

“Oh, My God! Is that chocolates wrapper? How many it is?” my sister shouted in shocked. I took out all of it and put it on the floor.

“Erm, hundreds maybe… I think so…”

I started to count the wrapper, one by one. All of them are the same, same color, same brand and of course, all of them have pictures of roast almond in the front. As it is are my favorites.

“Did you buy all of this?”

“No, it a gift from someone… one hundred and twelve chocolate wrapper… she gives me this every time we met and I do the same, it keeps us together.”

“Interesting… so, who is she?”

“A friend of mine, a very good friend.” I said. Suddenly I feel the tears in my eyes, that things remind me of something. It’s an old story that has deep meaning which apart of me want to forget it in the same time to cherish it.

“Hey, what is this all about? Something happened?” my sister asked again.

“She left…”

“Why? Do you have a fight with her?”

“I don’t know, we are just fine and then one day she left without a word. I’ve tried to find her but she was nowhere to be seen. She disappointed me.”

“Do you hate her?”

“No, of course not. She’s my friend and I love her.” I pick up one of the chocolate wrapper, there is a smile on my face.

“You know what? These wrapper is actually represent me.” I said it in a low, husky voice.

“It signified my strength to face each problem, my passion about something or someone, my courage to accept love and trust from others and it is about something that I believed. All this time, this things had give me strength, it help me to build my confidence to face my life. Even though it difficult, but I still manage to do it” I explained briefly.

“She is a good friend, right?”

“She is… she was my best friend.”

“She will always be your best friend, maybe she have her own reason for all of this.”
“Well, someday you will meet her again… just wait….” She looks at me, there is a smile on her face, and it gives me hope. Then, I pick up the entire chocolate wrapper and put it back into the box. Hoping that someday my friend will come back and we could spend our time together again with a chocolate wrapper in our hand…..


-y-

huh??

aku blur gler ni..
rse nk tumbang pn de..
nsb je ada laptop ni..
woit adda..
kekasih gelap ae???
BUSUK!!
buat aku ketawa je pg2 buta ni..
erm....
entah kenapa hari ini...
aku hepi gler...!!
mOod pn baik2 je...
everything ok la sng ckp..
dpt tgk hana kimi..
dpt on9..
dpt tau byk bnda psl ikuta toma...
ahh...
totally in love..
haha...
nubhan sori...
u'll always in my heart..
no doubt...
cuma kongsi tmpt ngan toma ae..
hahaha..
gler!!!
huwa!!!
rindu ngan family..
cuti raya cina seminggu..
apsal aku cuma dpt stay kt umah 2 ari je???
busuk....!
hihi...
-y-

ups! entri untuk anna,,

alahai,,


anna,, tapak high heels mu betul2 membunuhku~


aku taw niatmu baek (kejot budak2 blok e4 pkul 8.30pg tiap isnin sampai khamis)


tapi aku semakin migrain apabila mendengar bunyi ketukan wedges putih bertumit kayu (kot) setiap pagi,,, hehe


nanti aku tambahkan span ye bagi mengurangkan pitching tumit wedges tersebut~


hik2,,



maafkan aku anna,,,aku sayangkan ko~
kekasih gelapmu-bilik sebelah,,

To All The Motherfucker:Kambing2 Sekalian

Hello....
adda sudah2 la ngan kambing2 ko 2....
huhuhuhuu....
busuk la.....
xtaw nk post ape sbnarnye....
tp dh lama aku xtulis....
so tulis la bnda bukan2....
setakat nie....
sem baru di unisel agak SENGAL.....
mcm2 jdk.....
aku pown dh xbape thn ngan some1...
aku rasa korang semua taw kn....
CHISPMORE membunuh ku.....
benci die.......
arghhh!!!!!....
sengal ubi.....
busuk mcm kambing.....
aku nk sngat taw ape dlm kepala otak die.....
mcm extra babi plak laki nie....
sekejap ok,sekejap bpk sengal gile....
tolong!!!!!!.......
ok r....
nite....
yat jgn nk NATSUKA jew.....
huhuhuhuhu....
to chispmore...
DIE............

korang jangan jadi busuk macam kambing taw,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

weh2,,,

dengar neh,,, aku on9 kat library pon sibuk nak tulis blog,,
cam bodo sket kan,,,hehe

aku rindu!

kpd bdk2 yg tinggal kt E4-4F-U3,
sem 2/2008/2009,
unisel bestari jaya.
hehe
aku rindu korang!
nyna,ros,yati,ana & adda,
sumpah takkan lupekn korang.
make sure korang x lupekn aku yeap,
kalo korang lupe,
aku dtg sane ambush unisel skali dgn korang.
hahahaha
btw,korang take care la yeap.
aku ok kot kt uitm ni,
insyaAllah.
korang doakn aku k?
aku sntiasa doakn korang.
study elok2,
dpt pointer tinggi2.
make sure tmsuk dlm dean's list.
aku tau korang bley.
hihi
ble cuti sem nnti,
insyaAllah aku dtg sane,
kite gi outing,
patu lepak2 aite?
k,jgn lupe update dkt aku any news.
especially smue org2 yg sntiase di gossip di unisel tu.
glow in the dark,chipsmore,bdk MIT & sbgainye
ngaha
muahmuah!
syg korang!
we come,we change,to be the best.
haha,tetibe jerk! =p
-che wan-

skarang ni kul kat2 kul3 dh..
nyna stil lom tito coz sdang online..
ana n ada dh tito kot huhu biase la
sleping beaty tuh
diowang dh la ade claz kul 10.30..
hope diowa x wat prtandingan tido lam
claz.. hehe :P
aku plak kul 2, hope aku xbmimpi la dlm claz nti.

che wan mish u too..
ade ke (y) bukan name sbenar
kate dia 3org jek wndu kt ko..
ish2, hhhmm,,..
cm lost la ko xde kt dlm blik ni..
hhmm, anyway thnks coz
slame ni byk tolong n teman aku
seyesly xpnah jmpe kwan yg bek
n ske tolong2 org ni mcm ko,. :P (bussuuk r)
thnks 4 evrting
jgn lupe aku gak
gud luck k.., : ( wil mis u

~ros~

?????????????????

assalamualaikum,hmm..

xtau sbnrnye nk tlis ape..

khilangan CW msih trasa

pape pOwn..

dOa kami sentiasa mngiringi mu..

ktOrang mmg blank ble dye blah

tp at least ktOrang msih blh cOntact ngan dye..

sem nie mmg mnguji n byk changes

tp ktOrang msih Ok ntuk mnghadapinye..

anyway,aQ sem nie trlbih tdO

instead Of xcukup tdO

mcm2 plak..huhu

bOring wei dOk cni..

ble nk abes fOundatiOn nie!!

tp maybe degree aQ nk msuk cni blik..

kOt je r..

cause aQ nk smbung ngan bebudak nie agi..

tp andai kata takdir mempunyai jalan yg brbeza ntuk aQ..

aQ trima seadanya..

Che Wan we miss u..

nxt time jumpe lgi...........

-anna banana-

-3.37 am, 11 January 2009-

-ps:.................-

CUKUP!!!!

ok...
ni lah minggu plg bodoh sepanjang
aku kat unisel...
tension beribu kali tension!!
sumpah tak tipu...
che' wan!!!!
knape ko pergi..
ktorang lost without u....
aku, ana, nyna....
kehilangan ko terlalu dirasai...
huwaaa!!!!
can't take it anymore...
its too much for just one single week...
we miss u so much CHE' WAN!!!!!
LUV U......
-y-